indecisive...

...is the best way i can describe myself right now.

i think for so long, i've had the luxury of putting off decisions until "closer to the wedding." well listen up! the wedding is CLOSE now! and i have to make decisions...which i think is why it's been hard for me to make these decisions - knowing that they must be final and knowing that this is the last time i can ponder over said decisions.

...because it's all.getting.so.real.now! YAY! 39 days folks!